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Updated: Jan 12

Many months have went by since I wrote my last blog, and in the silence of my life I have witnessed Yahweh move in many ways! In a world so full of entertainment it seems most have to be entertained in order to think they feel the presence of God. Not only do I know that this couldn't be further from the truth, I know that in my silence with my heavenly Father He shows me many reasons why!

Hosea 5:1-15

1 Hear this, O priests!

Give heed, O house of Israel!

Listen, O house of the king!

For the judgment applies to you,

For you have been a snare at Mizpah

And a net spread out on Tabor.

2 The revolters have gone deep in depravity,

But I will chastise all of them.

3 I know Ephraim, and Israel is not hidden from Me;

For now, O Ephraim, you have played the harlot,

Israel has defiled itself.

4 Their deeds will not allow them

To return to their God.

For a spirit of harlotry is within them,

And they do not know the LORD.

5 Moreover, the pride of Israel testifies against him,

And Israel and Ephraim stumble in their iniquity;

Judah also has stumbled with them.

6 They will go with their flocks and herds

To seek the LORD, but they will not find Him;

He has withdrawn from them.

7 They have dealt treacherously against the LORD,

For they have borne illegitimate children.

Now the new moon will devour them with their land.

8 Blow the horn in Gibeah,

The trumpet in Ramah.

Sound an alarm at Beth-aven:

“Behind you, Benjamin!”

9 Ephraim will become a desolation in the day of rebuke;

Among the tribes of Israel I declare what is sure.

10 The princes of Judah have become like those who move a boundary;

On them I will pour out My wrath like water.

11 Ephraim is oppressed, crushed in judgment,

Because he was determined to follow man’s command.

12 Therefore I am like a moth to Ephraim

And like rottenness to the house of Judah.

13 When Ephraim saw his sickness,

And Judah his wound,

Then Ephraim went to Assyria

And sent to King Jareb.

But he is unable to heal you,

Or to cure you of your wound.

14 For I will be like a lion to Ephraim

And like a young lion to the house of Judah.

I, even I, will tear to pieces and go away,

I will carry away, and there will be none to deliver.

15 I will go away and return to My place

Until they acknowledge their guilt and seek My face;

In their affliction they will earnestly seek Me.

America and its lies are in the same boat that Israel was in back then. I know that we have entered a year and season that will forever change this world as we know it. Details are not needed because I trust that my Heavenly Father will deliver me just as He did my Lord Yahushua (Jesus). I serve a detailed God and I know that in the chaos, He is still God. He will give me what He feels I need so as to help me grow in His truth, not the world's idea of truth. I know that evil has a hand on so many things including the words I type. They have taken control of almost every aspect of our daily lives and most have no clue. The one thing they will never take, is my faith in the Christ (anointed one) and the God we serve.

Acts 3:11-26

11 While he was clinging to Peter and John, all the people ran together to them at the so-called portico of Solomon, full of amazement.

12 But when Peter saw this, he replied to the people, “Men of Israel, why are you amazed at this, or why do you gaze at us, as if by our own power or piety we had made him walk?

13 “The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, the God of our fathers, has glorified His servant Jesus, the one whom you delivered and disowned in the presence of Pilate, when he had decided to release Him.

14 “But you disowned the Holy and Righteous One and asked for a murderer to be granted to you,

15 but put to death the Prince of life, the one whom God raised from the dead, a fact to which we are witnesses.

16 “And on the basis of faith in His name, it is the name of Jesus which has strengthened this man whom you see and know; and the faith which comes through Him has given him this perfect health in the presence of you all.

17 “And now, brethren, I know that you acted in ignorance, just as your rulers did also.

18 “But the things which God announced beforehand by the mouth of all the prophets, that His Christ would suffer, He has thus fulfilled.

19 “Therefore repent and return, so that your sins may be wiped away, in order that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord;

20 and that He may send Jesus, the Christ appointed for you,

21 whom heaven must receive until the period of restoration of all things about which God spoke by the mouth of His holy prophets from ancient time.


23 ‘And it will be that every soul that does not heed that prophet shall be utterly destroyed from among the people.’

24 “And likewise, all the prophets who have spoken, from Samuel and his successors onward, also announced these days.

25 “It is you who are the sons of the prophets and of the covenant which God made with your fathers, saying to Abraham, ‘AND IN YOUR SEED ALL THE FAMILIES OF THE EARTH SHALL BE BLESSED.’

26 “For you first, God raised up His Servant and sent Him to bless you by turning every one of you from your wicked ways.”

Do you actually read the details? To repent is to change our minds, and that is exactly what Yahushua (Jesus) taught his disciples to do. Yahushua was always teaching about the unbelief of people not their sins, it is clear in all the writings of Yahushua and his disciples. What is not clear is the religion of so called Christianity that tells people to repent from sins. This leaves people thinking they can change their own sins and will lead people astray in return. It is clear here in Peter's sermon and even in the words of Yahushua (Jesus).

Matthew 13:58

58 And He did not do many miracles there because of their unbelief.

Mark 6:6

6 And He wondered at their unbelief.

And He was going around the villages teaching.

Mark 9:24

24 Immediately the boy’s father cried out and said, “I do believe; help my unbelief.”

Mark 1:4

4 John the Baptist appeared in the wilderness preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins.

Mark 1:15

15 and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.”

Mark 6:12

12 They went out and preached that men should repent.

I have wrote about this several times and I know that this is real because when I pray to Yah (God) the creator of Heaven and Earth, in the name of Yahushua, I enter the presence of the one who was always Holy (set apart) and will always be set apart from the evil of this world. I write this again because I have seen many years go by knowing that judgement is coming for this land America. I write this again because I have witnessed many fall to the lie of repenting from their sins leaving them still serving themselves, and in turn the god of this world. Yahushua (Jesus) taught the men and women to repent, change their minds about who they serve, and believe on him as the messiah and the one who sent him, Yah! When they did and chose to follow the Christ, Jesus taught them who the Father really was. In turn the Christ gave His life for them and all who would choose to believe in the good news! Paul even told the foolish people that they were serving false gods and told them the same things that Yahushua and the other disciples taught!

Acts 17:22-32

22 So Paul stood in the midst of the Areopagus and said, “Men of Athens, I observe that you are very religious in all respects.

23 “For while I was passing through and examining the objects of your worship, I also found an altar with this inscription, ‘TO AN UNKNOWN GOD.’ Therefore what you worship in ignorance, this I proclaim to you.

24 “The God who made the world and all things in it, since He is Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in temples made with hands;

25 nor is He served by human hands, as though He needed anything, since He Himself gives to all people life and breath and all things;

26 and He made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined their appointed times and the boundaries of their habitation,

27 that they would seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us;

28 for in Him we live and move and exist, as even some of your own poets have said, ‘For we also are His children.’

29 “Being then the children of God, we ought not to think that the Divine Nature is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and thought of man.

30 “Therefore having overlooked the times of ignorance, God (Yahweh) is now declaring to men that all people everywhere should repent,

31 because He has fixed a day in which He will judge the world in righteousness through a Man whom He has appointed, having furnished proof to all men by raising Him from the dead.”

32 Now when they heard of the resurrection of the dead, some began to sneer, but others said, “We shall hear you again concerning this.”

Once people choose to repent about who they serve, (unbelief) and choose to serve the living God because of what the Christ did, their sins are remembered no more. This is the good news that Yahushua brought and taught in so many ways. The Kingdom of the Heavenly Father is at hand when we honor and serve Him from our hearts in this world. In spirit and truth we must honor the Father and now His Christ who has been appointed the Lord (one with all authority) over all things. This is why you will never see the words repent from sins, it is always repent with other meanings around the word or to repent for the forgiveness of sins. For most they will think this is crazy because they have been taught wrong for so long, admitting they are wrong is hard to do. This goes into further issues in the modern day idea of Christ but in the end, all the warnings in the world will do no one any good if they still fail to repent about who they serve. Abraham was credited righteousness because of his faith but that was of his own doing. Through Christ it is not of anyone's doing, only by Faith through Christ geared ultimately to Yah. To repent from our sins means that is of our own doing and it was always Yahushua calling people to repentance and he would then forgive their sins. Even then it was Yahweh (God) who brought them to Yahushua (Jesus)!

John 6:44

44 “No one can come to Me unless the Father who sent Me draws him; and I will raise him up on the last day.

Romans 4:19-25

19 Without becoming weak in faith he (Abraham) contemplated his own body, now as good as dead since he was about a hundred years old, and the deadness of Sarah’s womb;

20 yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God,

21 and being fully assured that what God (Yahweh) had promised, He was able also to perform.


23 Now not for his sake only was it written that it was credited to him,

24 but for our sake also, to whom it will be credited, as those who believe in Him (Yahweh) who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead,

25 He who was delivered over because of our transgressions, and was raised because of our justification.

I know that for my family and I, we would rather stand alone with Yahweh and His Christ, than to stand surrounded by people and the lack of truth in this modern day church. It is not the lack of words spoken that keep people in the dark, it is the lack of the words not spoken in truth that keep people in the dark. My studies are only getting deeper and the deeper I go the further it cuts out the lies. The only question I need to then ask myself is, "Will I choose to continue in the lies or seek out the truth?" I can't justify my own righteousness or that leaves me just like the Israelites who thought they could do so before the Christ, but we all know that leaves them short now because of Christ!

Ezekiel 18:20-24

20 “The person who sins will die. The son will not bear the punishment for the father’s iniquity, nor will the father bear the punishment for the son’s iniquity; the righteousness of the righteous will be upon himself, and the wickedness of the wicked will be upon himself.

21 “But if the wicked man turns from all his sins which he has committed and observes all My statutes and practices justice and righteousness, he shall surely live; he shall not die.

22 “All his transgressions which he has committed will not be remembered against him; because of his righteousness which he has practiced, he will live.

23 “Do I have any pleasure in the death of the wicked,” declares the Lord GOD, “rather than that he should turn from his ways and live?

24 “But when a righteous man turns away from his righteousness, commits iniquity and does according to all the abominations that a wicked man does, will he live? All his righteous deeds which he has done will not be remembered for his treachery which he has committed and his sin which he has committed; for them he will die.

This was one example of men trying to turn from their own sins before Christ. It proves that we cannot do this on our own. Before Christ or after, and if we could, then what was the point of Yahushua dying for our sins in the first place? This is self-righteousness that leaves us still covered in sin. Repent from our unbelief in the living God and believe in His Christ who shed his blood for you and then your sins are remembered no more! GRACE!

The tares and wheat will be divided even further this year and what the world will witness, will forever change the world as we know it. The one world order that evil seeks to impose on people will be easy for the evil agenda because most people already serve it and have no clue they do. Pointing fingers does no good because it is not pointing towards God and His only begotten son anyway! So i just raise my hands to heaven where Yah and His Christ is! I can only hope that those who read this will truly ask themselves who they really serve. The doctrine of Balaam is the mainstream Christianity today and most have no clue what that is! I can help anyone who wants to reach out to me! We were warned though!

2 Peter 2:12-22

12 But these, like unreasoning animals, born as creatures of instinct to be captured and killed, reviling where they have no knowledge, will in the destruction of those creatures also be destroyed,

13 suffering wrong as the wages of doing wrong. They count it a pleasure to revel in the daytime. They are stains and blemishes, reveling in their deceptions, as they carouse with you,

14 having eyes full of adultery that never cease from sin, enticing unstable souls, having a heart trained in greed, accursed children;

15 forsaking the right way, they have gone astray, having followed the way of Balaam, the son of Beor, who loved the wages of unrighteousness;

16 but he received a rebuke for his own transgression, for a mute donkey, speaking with a voice of a man, restrained the madness of the prophet.

17 These are springs without water and mists driven by a storm, for whom the black darkness has been reserved.

18 For speaking out arrogant words of vanity they entice by fleshly desires, by sensuality, those who barely escape from the ones who live in error,

19 promising them freedom while they themselves are slaves of corruption; for by what a man is overcome, by this he is enslaved.

20 For if, after they have escaped the defilements of the world by the knowledge of the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and are overcome, the last state has become worse for them than the first.

21 For it would be better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than having known it, to turn away from the holy commandment handed on to them.

22 It has happened to them according to the true proverb, “A DOG RETURNS TO ITS OWN VOMIT,” and, “A sow, after washing, returns to wallowing in the mire.”

The fruits can look good on the outside at times but until you open it, you wont know the rottenness inside. Maybe the fact that I was entertained and it made me feel good will be enough of a explanation to Christ one day? I am certainly not going to take that chance myself. For the elementary things are not even important if they are wrong and if they are wrong how can you move on with a true foundation. I have asked myself all this personally and I can look back and see why I never overcame. It was all wrong and I would do good for so long but yet fall hard. I was taught all wrong and in the past 8 years I have been slowly retaught the way the Spirit of God intended. I urge people to not take my words to heart but rather search the scriptures and take the words of Yahweh and His Christ to heart! Then you can be taught the right way! Then warnings like this verse below will make sense!

Jude 10-11

10 But these men revile the things which they do not understand; and the things which they know by instinct, like unreasoning animals, by these things they are destroyed.

11 Woe to them! For they have gone the way of Cain, and for pay they have rushed headlong into the error of Balaam, and perished in the rebellion of Korah.

Like I said in the beginning of this blog, not the beginning of time, I know we have entered a season that will break the majority of this world and the key factor will be because of who it is people truly serve. That question can only be uprooted and truly asked within a person. Is my silence enough in my life? Do I have to be filled with all the noise of the world in order to function in my faith? Can I truly hear the words of Yahweh spoken to me through Christ, or is it everyone else's ideas floating through my head? I know this for sure, fruits will we seen by everyone around them and never missed by my Heavenly Father and my brother Yahushua! Will you open the fruits of others? May Yahweh bless you and His Christ guide your hearts in the chaos ahead! I leave you with the words of Yahushua! (Jesus)

Mark 3:35

35 “For whoever does the will of God, he is My brother and sister and mother.”

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