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Do you know who really Loves You?

So many people in this world are being neglected the blessing called love. So many more think that they have love or have experienced love but they still lack being whole. We all build walls in our hearts and for the ones who never experience any kind of love, their walls will be much thicker. Building walls is natural for mankind as we will do this without even being aware it is taking place. This subconsciously embeds itself in us as we think that this is what can keep us from being hurt or experience pain in the future. The truth is that this is of evil and when we don’t understand that love can hurt but when it is the love that the world offers, of course it will let us down! Even for the self-righteous people out there who think they have love, but in reality they are falling apart from within and have no intentions of telling others. They will just continue to walk around showing a fake face as if the God that made them can’t see the inner pieces falling to the ground. “It’s ok I have a good life, I have money, I have a husband/wife, and I have everything that society paints to be the perfect life”. This is being told to people all over the world as I write this and it is the person inside of themselves personally that can be the only one who can challenge this otherwise. When I write, I write as if I am challenging myself and in this I hope that it will inspire others to truly challenge themselves. Why? It’s easy, I am a broken sinner who 5 years ago was addicted to drugs, alcohol, chasing women, and so much more. Today I am 4 years clean from alcohol, one and a half clean from meth, and I have been faithful to the same woman for over two years. I still smoke and chew as it is the two fleshly things that I have left to battle. The truth is though that if I had not decided to surrender my life to the one who died for me, then the Holy Spirit would had never been able to start teaching me the truth. So many people see Yahweh (God) and His Christ who is Yeshua (Jesus) from a man’s religion point of view. I am living proof that God wants your heart right now, just how you are. See we will always be broken even when we come to believe in His Son. We are humans that have lost what was originally supposed to be natural. The Holy (set apart) Spirit is just that. Holy means “set apart” and because of evil Yahweh is set part from us. This is why Jesus died for the world.

John 3:16

16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.

This is probably the most famous verse in the whole world! Do you know that the world means you personally? Yes, you! Put your name where “the world” is and then think on that for a moment. If you truly mean it from the heart then the love of God will show up! The problem with most situations is that even when this love starts to sink in, people will run. Why? Well there are several reasons, but the most common is probably because the feeling is new and uncomfortable at first. Almost too good to be true type of feeling! I am telling you right now that with the living God things will be right when it feels uncomfortable. This is because we have been taught from the world, not the word of God. Even for so many that have been raised in a so called church, they don’t even realize what it is they lack! To be whole doesn’t mean that our flesh is going to be perfect, it means that the only thing on earth that can be Holy is our Spirits, our hearts! When we allow this truth to set in then it starts to take the weight of things off of you. You will begin to see that the things you were worried about really doesn’t matter. In time and with faith the way you see this messed up world changes. Then you will start to seek the uncomfortable with a strength that is unexplainable and so amazing.

Let me give you some facts, not opinions! Ask yourself what it is that pleases you? What completes you? Do you truly feel complete with or without these answers? Be honest within yourself and then you can truly start to get somewhere inside! The rat race of life is the work of the fallen angels and the evil they push, trust in that! On the other side of all this chaos is the real truth and that truth is that the living God is the one who really loves you beyond anything you could ever even imagine!

John 17:13-26

The Disciples in the World

13 “But now I come to You; and these things I speak in the world so that they may have My joy made full in themselves.

14 “I have given them Your word; and the world has hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.

15 “I do not ask You to take them out of the world, but to keep them from the evil one.

16 “They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.

17 “Sanctify them in the truth; Your word is truth.

18 “As You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world.

19 “For their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they themselves also may be sanctified in truth.

20 “I do not ask on behalf of these alone, but for those also who believe in Me through their word;

21 that they may all be one; even as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be in Us, so that the world may believe that You sent Me.

Their Future Glory

22 “The glory which You have given Me I have given to them, that they may be one, just as We are one;

23 I in them and You in Me, that they may be perfected in unity, so that the world may know that You sent Me, and loved them, even as You have loved Me.

24 “Father, I desire that they also, whom You have given Me, be with Me where I am, so that they may see My glory which You have given Me, for You loved Me before the foundation of the world.

25 “O righteous Father, although the world has not known You, yet I have known You; and these have known that You sent Me;

26 and I have made Your name known to them, and will make it known, so that the love with which You loved Me may be in them, and I in them.”

This the selfless love that Jesus taught the world! This was Jesus putting those He walked with before Him in the supplications He was making to His Father, who was and is the living God of all creation. Now back to your spouse! No matter how long you have been together, one day, in some way they will let you down. You will experience fights and arguments because we are all different. It is easy to love people for what we have in common. The real test is can we love them for what we don’t have in common. It is natural to block them out when we have an argument and this is because of pride. It all boils down to three things and when we understand that these three things cover everything then it can start to make so much sense.

1 John 2:16

16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world.

See when we are born we have no worries! Why? We are right out the womb in the flesh, but we are also just fresh from being woven together from the one who truly loves us and will always love us. Your life has a purpose before you even take a breath. God weaves you with love, every single one of us. We see that some are born with mental slowness we call retardation, or some with missing body parts. What we fail to realize is that inside of us is the soul. When we are taught to feed the soul the things of this world then this pushes us away from the one who loves us. No matter who you are that Spirit inside of you is always loved. Just look at how evil the world is. The more we complicate things the further we get away from the reality that is truth. People look at others and form a pride inside as if we are better than the next for whatever reason it may be. News flash for you all, just because you make good money and have nice cars, nice house, and all you could ever want doesn’t mean you’re rich. Without love you are poor and broke. We will begin to mature and without the love that never fails, we go searching for it as we form such a pride that we will go to our deaths most times instead of letting go of that pride. The world around us falls apart and the things we thought were the reason for our joy turn out to be lies. Look at what Paul tells us after He came to know Jesus! Remember that Paul was Saul and had everything a man could have wanted in the world’s eyes. He was responsible for murdering the followers of Jesus! Let this sink in as we can all find truth in Jesus!

1 Corinthians chapter 13

The Excellence of Love

1 If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

2 If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.

3 And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant,

5 does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,

6 does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;

7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away.

9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part;

10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away.

11 When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things.

12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.

13 But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

When we receive this truth in our hearts then we can begin to be taught how to love the real way! The old us is buried when we die to ourselves. Like any loving father, Jesus was taught what the father knew so that Jesus could be a representation of His father. This meant that God had to teach Jesus about all the good and the bad in order to give Jesus the real truth! When we learn to put God first in all things and the one we turn to is Jesus the only begotten Son of the living God then problems become easy to overcome. I have written so many blogs at the website you are reading this on. I started the website because Yahweh told me too. I write all these things from the Spirit and in this I know I am broke. I know I am a work in progress and instead of denying it, I embrace it! I turn to Jesus for everything. The habits and issues I have fade away. We all have a purpose and this is no joke. You know how many conversations I have had telling others of Jesus while I was smoking a cigarette! If I don’t stand strong for the name of Jesus in my addictions then who is going to reach these broken souls. I used to be high on meth telling others about Jesus. In time God helped me give that up, but before it was finished God used my heart to plant seeds in so many others. Embrace this truth and believe it from the heart and I guarantee you will never be the same. The Spirit is a seed that grows and remember that we only compare ourselves to Jesus. People grow spiritually depending on how they seek the God that Jesus serves. The only one that can give you a good word with God is the one who sits at the right hand of God. Check this out!

Galatians 3:19

19 Why the Law then? It was added because of transgressions, having been ordained through angels by the agency of a mediator, until the seed would come to whom the promise had been made.

Galatians 3:20

20 Now a mediator is not for one party only; whereas God is only one.

1 Timothy 2:5

5 For there is one God, and one mediator also between God and men, the man Christ Jesus,

Hebrews 8:6

6 But now He has obtained a more excellent ministry, by as much as He is also the mediator of a better covenant, which has been enacted on better promises.

Hebrews 9:15

15 For this reason He is the mediator of a new covenant, so that, since a death has taken place for the redemption of the transgressions that were committed under the first covenant, those who have been called may receive the promise of the eternal inheritance.

Hebrews 12:24

24 and to Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood, which speaks better than the blood of Abel.

Jesus saw straight through the flesh of mankind and saw the hearts of people just as His father does. All these verses are spoken from God through man. You can go sit in some building and listen to God knows who speak these words, but if you are looking at the messenger then you are missing the fact that there is only one giving the message. Yahweh (God) has always been the one who gives the message. Until the word was born inside of the womb of a woman, it was the Angels ordained by God to be the mediators between us and God. This took way more faith to display this. Now we have the easy way out. Hear the good news (Gospel) that Jesus taught the world then go tell others. Not hear and sit on our asses! If you truly believe in your heart then you should be strong in this because all the answers to life start right at the cross. Jesus died to the world before the world could murder His Spirit. He was taught directly from the Holy Spirt so that He could go to the cross with a faith that would forever change the world. If you have been told that life gets easier because of this then you have been lied too. We are at war people and this war rages around us. So when we do make this choice in our hearts we have to start speaking it. Then when you do be prepared to be attacked. The evil fallen angels will only know that you have chosen the truth when we speak the truth. Yahweh will see your heart and Jesus will know because He sits waiting eagerly to return to get His bride. If we just believe in our hearts then don’t make it known to man then the devil can keep us bound in this world. This is why you see so many Christians still attacked with drugs, alcohol, sex addiction and so much more. They are still speaking about the things that they should be speaking against. The reason Jesus told the disciples to be baptized was to show the evil of this world that we stand with the truth. Jesus himself was first baptized and that is when He began His ministry. The devil tempted Him and He prevailed because Jesus spoke the word of God to the enemy. The word of God was indwelled in Jesus, the very seed that made Him grow. What have you done when the evil shows up in your life? Did you stand on the truth of God’s word or did you look to the world for the answers? The only reason we fall is because we choose to let the pride of life tell us that we can do this on our own. So no matter what you do, or who you surround yourself with, without the love of God you will fall eventually. Your Job will feel empty. Your home life will feel empty. You will convince yourself that having children and being married will complete you only to achieve this then tell yourselves that you will be happy when the children are grown. Then when your children are grown you will then convince yourself that it is when you retire that you will be happy. Do you see the lies of evil? Do you realize that the real truth of Jesus the Christ (anointed one) of the living God is the answer? When people except this truth and truly mean it then you see it in all the things they do. They have patience, joy, and understanding that is not of this world. The people who are experiencing this truth will be honest in all things. It isn’t because they think they are better than anyone, it is because they are being taught that this love is real and for everyone. This love breaks the chains of evil and all the lies that evil is teaching the world. Did you know all this? Do you still struggle with letting go? See problems are real and real for everyone. Most just try to hide them and act like they don’t exist. People might not be on drugs or what society says is bad, but they hide themselves in food or work. They think that since no one is watching they can find comfort in food and indulge in this fake comfort zone but in reality it causes further discomfort when they lose control of it. Work is what we are told and taught that matters, right? Why? We need money? All the money in the world won’t fix your daughter’s broken heart or your son’s bruised ego! What about the affection that your spouse is longing for? The truth is that God has given us a manual for life and in this manual we have all the answers for life. It isn’t to make life boring, it is actually quite the opposite people! It teaches you the real truth and that the influence you have been seeking all along is the influence of the one who created you. To be drunk or high is to be under the influence. The sad thing is that sooner or later no matter what pictures you paint for others you will fall apart under this influence. Why? It is the will of evil that you are destroyed. It is the will of evil that your family falls apart, and that one day your children’s lives fall apart. This shit is real people and if you truly want to understand how to love those you claim to love, then you have to let the one who really loves you embrace you. That all starts by giving Him your heart through His Son Jesus!

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